She was the third beer. Not the first one, which the throat receives with almost tearful gratitude; not the second, that confirms and extends the pleasure of the first. But the third, the one you drink because it's there, because it can't hurt, because what difference does it make?
But I'll tell you one thing. You did not have me the moment that we met, because I'm not sure I liked the fact that your staff talked about you behind your back at the dessert table. And excuse me, but truth be told I didn't like anything that you ordered for me on our first date except the calamari. And okay fine, yes, it was nice to not have to think for a change. But who wants someone that doesn't think? And sometimes you laugh when I cry, and you say 'ha' when I make perfect sense. And never ever in my life have I burnt a chocolate soufflé until now, and that in and of itself... Should have told me I don't feel like myself around you. (Because I said so)
I think its possible to love two people at the same time. It's possible to be so confused in who to be with that you just have no idea what you want. Both people just make you so happy and add to your life in a way that you just want to be with both of them. It's possible to love two people at the same time. (Miranda Boutilier)
I bite my lip and try to say everything I need to. Seems to me you have every intention of hurting me. I hope you feel accomplished, because you succeeded. I wasn't a strong girl to begin with. You took advantage of that, you took advantage of me.
I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning. (TPOBAW)
We didn't talk about anything heavy or light. We were just there together. And that was enough. (TPOBAW)
I walked over to the hill where we used to go and sled. There were a lot of little kids there. I watched them flying. Doing jumps and having races. And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn't.
I'm just saying you can't know who the person is; the person who will become your ultimate confidant, your soul mate, your lover. He may be the guy you've had your eye on for years, or he might be the guy next to you in torn jeans buying some parts for his motorcycle. Whoever he is, he starts off as a stranger- so he could be anyone.
Did I say something stupid? There goes one more mistake. Do I bore you with my problems? Is that why you turn away? Do you know how hard I tried to become what you want me to be? Take me. This is all that I've got. This is all that I'm not, all that I'll ever be. I've got flaws, I've got faults. Keep searching for your perfect heart. It doesn't matter who you are, we all have our scars.
It was the kind of kiss that I could never tell my friends about out loud. It was the kind of kiss that made me know that I would never be so happy again in my whole life.
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